Ability.

I leave footprints for you to walk on, simple and precise. It's only way for you to find the correct path I'm in. My thoughts, their not so restless as they were, seeing that I'm running and concentrating on what's ahead of me. Are you so delirious that I'm this far away from you? Did you know that, I've given up all my resources and childhood ambitions, to run. The swerves, the bumps, the momentary gasp for air... I think of you. I think of us. I long to construct our romance when I breathe the bitter cold air. What has happened to us? Why do I do the things I do and not get the amount back? I wish, I wish for a night alone; to be treated like the most important thing in your life for one special night. You say that I am but I don't feel it... I don't feel like I'm soaring, I feel like my feet are grounded and stuck on a mount of mud. I want to soar; to feel every bit of feeling I have felt when you've made me so happy. You do make me happy, you do but not as happy as I've been with you before. I believe you are the only one who can make me feel like I'm soaring. I wish it could happen again. Though, maybe I'm asking too much. The fact is, I haven't felt that way... Maybe, you don't feel that way. Oh, I do the things I do, I do them for you. I want you to feel and know that you are the only man that has my heart, my mind, and my physical attraction. I think, I act only the way I act because of how you've been acting towards me...Possibly, it's vice versa. This might be my entire fault. I could be responsible for this whole conundrum, which I haven't cleaned up or noticed. I wish, I need, to feel as special as I did. Maybe, you do too...