Sunday, August 31, 2008

One tear at a time.

Appearance overall is nothing but a mask, hiding all cruel and inhuman thoughts within a pretty face.
I can't really say anything anymore, because everything is too far gone and I'm too useless now that I prefer it this way. I rather speak concerning with  what people think because I do have something to say in regards of their way of thinking; hurtfully intended just for you.
I am who I am and honestly to hell with everyones judgmental criticism. It did hurt you know; what you said and how you vetoed that opinion over mine. With that, you said, “she's even my sister.” I never was the type to overlap bloodlines and what not, but rather than get into that subject, I'd like to mention how unintended it was. She is as much of a friend to me than she is your sister and I had twice the shot to my heart with both of your offensive opinions. Yeah, you both can think that way, and she has more of the right to say it to my face than you saying it to me for her behalf. Go ahead though, I mean, to think of what she thinks of me though it hurts, but I never thought you'd coincide with that opinion. It's funny though, because the cause of me being the person that I am is your selfishness when it deals with my friends. Plus, I'm doing it on my behalf too. I'm content with it until now that you've mentioned it hardheartedly to me.
Furthermore, I'm seeing in a new light, precisely, your narrow mind, and it is super stupid for me to acknowledge it, because I can be a narrow minded person, as you've made yourself to be. Gracious, it's unchangeable, for that, I don't want to be overlooked as something I'm not, because I am who I am and the only person capable of changing me is me. I'd prefer you to back me up next time, than allow them to charge me with ridicules antics.

1 comment:

Nicanor Mercado said...

This is a delicate matter of
communication & understanding.

Stay strong, Jacy Moore.
There will be moments like these.

But how you take them,
is what really counts.