to lie, to deceive, to make believe.
by Jacy Moore on Sunday, November 15, 2009 at 2:34am
I don't need this in my life.
With a lot of momentum, I'm going to quit these bad habits. As much as you've heard it before, I'm going to try my hardest this time around. Basically, to implement a higher standard form of rules so I can eliminate this disease like outlook people perceive of me. I'm not so fond of it as much as others are. I can do it. I really can. Control is a virtue. Do not get me wrong, I do not mind if these habits are those of others. That is their own set of loophole they've created or set for themselves. As for I, I can do without such negative outlooks that make me feel as if I need some sort of antidote for the rest of my life. I mean, I need to start now, not really for those who dislike it, but for me. I am my own enemy. I feel as if I'm fighting this never ending war with a mirror image of myself. Although there are some of those who find it attractive. I can't say much for them. I need to control myself. I need to meet in the middle of what is right and what is wrong. To stay neutral and completely happy, and without anything amidst.
"It's not me. It's just an alternative me."
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