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i never listen to what i say.

by Jacy Moore on Monday, November 1, 2010 at 10:31pm

I'm on the verge of exploding and letting you see my insides. Yes, I know it won't be a pretty sight because I have so much to say and do. To let you know, my deepest secrets and craziest stories. So you can know, who I am, truly am. You might least expect my stories, be taunted by mystery and enthralled by my sarcastic deliveries.



What I know and not know of the future, present, and past. You might jump over the fence instead of being by myself side and holding my hand. As impatient as I can be, I'm willing to chase after you, a little. Maybe, I might have to take halt or two, and rethink strategies. Whether I should just give up and see what other horizons I can see other than yours. Besides that, I'm a little of this and so much of that. You'll figure that out later...



If you can't handle it, then beat it. I can make your nerves feel the strangest feelings in the world. I really can and you could probably do the same to me too. I forgot to mention that the difference between you and I, is the gap of everything and anything withheld within our experiences. You and I have certain outlooks that might never meet in the middle now, but it will eventually. Maybe, if we allow such things to happen. Regardless of all the nonsense, this is now and whatever this is, will be it until we both take the pleasure of going beyond or maybe just giving it away. Who really knows?



My feet is giving in,

but I'm still standing

Still standing, feet firmly planted on the floor



I don't want to fall, just yet

I don't want to fall, just yet

I don't want to fall, just yet



It's too early to tell

It's too early to decide

It's too early to fall



I'm scared for any of this

To happen, to happen to us

The ice is thinning

and I'm feeling weary of the next chapter



So baby, let's just stick like this for a while,

A long while, because I can't

I can't do any of this



I thought I could hang on,

Hang onto the strings

Keeping myself up,

Barely keeping myself up



But I can't, I'm about to

I can't hold on any longer

My feet is giving in and I'm about to

when I know I'm not suppose to



It's too early to tell,

It's too early to decide,

It's too early to fall



Give in, Give in, Give in,

Darling, don't

You dare let me fall